OK mood, seriously WTF

After about 5 days of what you could call happiness I have slipped back into a pit of depression again. I always know things are getting serious when I start looking up the lethal doses of various medications, a bad habit that I would advise against.  I just feel like crap again and have been having trouble concentrating on anything, even watching TV is not easy as everything just feels like a chore.

I really don’t have a clue what is causing all this fast paced mood swinging. I thought I was feeling better and that everything was going to be OK but it seems that this is not the case. All I want to do right now is sleep and nothing, even the might of energy drinks seems to be able to get rid of that feeling. I’ve got so much work to do it’s untrue and I just can’t seem to do any of it. If I don’t get it done I will be in a giant pile of steaming crap.

It seems ironic that over the years I have dished out so much advice on how to study but now when I need to most, I just can’t do any of it. I feel like such an idiot and a total waste of space. You all have my permission to ignore any of the bollocks I say.

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