Dissociation – a short poem by me

OK, this is the first time I’m doing this so be gentle with me.

This is one of the poems I wrote during my troubled adolescence. I wrote quite a few poems and will try and find the courage to share them with the world. They’re not very good, never have been good with words. I wrote this age 15 about a rather troubled relationship I was in at the time, it’s quite self explanatory really and I hope you find it interesting.

My senses desert me
I shouldn’t do this
Pretend he’s another
As he gives me a kiss

I’m endebted to him
I do as he wills
I cannot stand him
His attraction repels

Blocking the real world
I respond to his charms
My mind is in Elysium
My body chokes
In his arms